Tuesday, September 18, 2012

First Post back


It's 3pm and all is still. The day has just begun to cool down and it feels like it’s just me in the world. A moment of peace with the yellow birds squawking in the peach tree, the chicks in the coop peeping to each other and their hen.  The sky is clear and I can see homesteads on the hills in the distance.  There is a warm, gentle breeze that reminds me of the beach, everything else seems to be resting; even the houses.

Today was the official start of school.  I was anxious to go back after being home (in America), and still feeling like I am getting used to being back.  I tried to get to bed early last night, and as usually happens when I try to get enough sleep, I got hardly any.  I spent the night reading, tossing and turning, hearing strange sounds outside, messaging good friends, anything but sleeping. Until 3:15am, when finally, sleep came. 

This morning I was up late, waking to the sounds of Siboniso and Phinda fixing the fence around the garden.  I had a pounding headache, probably from the small amount of sleep, and the chickens would not shut up.  Ahhh, I’m home.  Despite these things I kept myself calm while getting ready, moving slowly and deliberately, not letting myself feel the pressure of the first day back to school.  I wanted to arrive at school around lunchtime; that way I would be able to visit with both the students and the teachers.  At about half past ten I started making my way to school.  I had my bag loaded with what I thought was my standard school stuff, my new dress on, and clean hair. 

When I arrived at school, it was as if nothing had changed.  There were one or two kids that I am closer with who seemed especially excited to see me, but that was about it.  The teachers were busy preparing themselves lunch and prepping for the national exams later in the term, most of the kids were just standing around eating their lunch as usual, the head teacher was still in his ‘old’ office (even thought he promised me before I left that the library, which is to be located in his ‘old’ office, would be running by the time I got back).  As the bell rang and lunch was wrapping up, teachers and students alike started asking me how long I would be at school today and were there going to be any clubs today.  I realized that I had been anxious for nothing.  It’s a Tuesday, so I don’t have to worry about any clubs, English club is on Monday and Computer club will start on Wednesdays again as soon as we get a new instructor.  It’s not as if I’m a new volunteer starting in the community.  I have done this.  I have made my place here.  I am no longer the exciting new white person at my school.  I am Busisiwe.  This is the first time that I have seen this clearly where I am in my service here, and what I have done in this school and community. This life did not happen to me.  I made it happen.  I choose what I do. 

On that note, now I realize how much work is before me.  No one would say anything, except for maybe Derrick, my host brother, who likes to give me a hard time, if I chose to sit at home and do nothing each day.  But I don’t choose that.  I like English club, and swimming and computer club, and working to start an English and girls club at the high school; I want all of these projects to succeed.

Thank you for all of your support.  It was wonderful to see as many people as I could at home, though I am thinking of many people that I did not get to see, and many that I did not get to spend as much time with as I would have liked.  I appreciate everything that you all do to help keep me going here.  I did not realize how much we have done.  

Thursday, June 28, 2012

A Visit Home. Please read to the end to see how you can help!

It's been a LOOOONNNGGG time since I have written and I apologize. Time has been a very fickle thing lately.

April to May: Mom, Hannah and Bobbo came to visit. Then, just as I was re-acclimating to being at site, at the end of May, Mia’s family came for a visit and I got to spend some time with them. Both visits were so much fun, but it was a lot of anticipation and then it felt like it was over so quickly.  Shortly after Mia’s family headed out of Swaziland it was my birthday. Not something I am great at celebrating, but we did it anyway. We went to Ngwempisi Gorge (the same place that we went for Christmas last year). It was a great time.  We ate good food, drank good drinks, and hiked and adventured a lot. We even slept under the stars for a few hours one night, despite the chilly breeze that we got being on top of our rock house. The next weekend we celebrated Christmas in June, because most volunteers like to travel during actual Christmas, so we celebrate together in June. This celebration was another fantastic time with most people getting dressed up, eating a ton, swing dancing, and head stand competitions. Today, I am at the office while Make’s cats are at the vet getting fixed.  Next week is the 4th of July, and I am coming into town a day early to help prepare. Wow, talk about staying busy, and all of that is just the weekend volunteer fun stuff, I am still working at both the Primary and High School in my community during the week.  But, after the fourth there isn’t really anything going on to mark the passage of time. I am sure that as soon as August rolls around I will have no idea what happened to the time. For now though, time seems to be stalling.

At site everything is going well. The cats are all going to be taken care of, happy and healthy soon enough. Make is doing great and really exploring with her cooking and baking.  I am so proud of her. We went from I can’t do it, you do it; to me coming home and asking Make if I smelled muffins, and her telling me that she tried something new with lemons today. Derek aka Mfanafuti, my youngest host brother is home from University for the summer. He is thinking about staying home, continuing with school part time, and just commuting. He is really an incredible guy. He collects all of the school aged kids in the neighborhood around 3:30pm every weekday to tutor them and help with any homework they might have. He does this all on his own, no one asked him to, he just likes to work with kids and to stay busy.

As far as work and school goes, well, that’s where things are beginning to be a bummer. There have been some struggles between the government and the teacher’s union. There have been strikes going on all over the country for two weeks now, and this week protests have started breaking out at schools around the country. If schools are still operating the protests are usually held at those schools to disrupt learning. On Monday during my English club there was a protest at my school. I had stopped by in the morning just to feel out what was going on with my teachers. They said that they were not teaching.  They were doing the sit-in version of the strike where they come to school and sometimes sit in their classrooms but don’t teach. Anyway they said that it should be no problem for me to come for English club that afternoon because it would be after school and the students would be staying all day anyway. So I went home and came back for the club. We were going to review what we had done last week, parts of speech, then try to identify as many parts of speech that we could in the book Corduroy  (I think that is what it is called), and who ever could identify the most would get a pencil as a prize. Well, we had just finished the review and the preliminary reading of the story when I had let the kids look at the book together to identify the words. I stepped outside to get a broom and there was a huge group of people gathered at the gates to the school. They were carrying little trees and chanting, and some were running all through the school checking in classrooms. So, I went back to the classroom and we all scurried out the back way toward home. It was a little scary and as a matter of safety I haven’t been to school since; which is a bummer because that is where the majority of my work takes place. I even began to work with the high school Literature teacher, Mrs. Nkambule, and Mrs. Mabuza to start an English club, but we haven’t got anything off the ground. Basically because there hasn’t been school for a little more than two weeks, at least not consistently. These teachers are great. It is so nice to see teachers who care about the student’s learning, and when I sit in on Mrs. Nkambule’s Lit classes it is inspiring to see her students so engaged and interested in what she and their peers have to say.

So, now you can see how time seems to have stopped or at least slowed down significantly. There are no big volunteer events coming up between the 4th and the end of August and my work at site is up and down at best.

Anyhow, I am really looking forward to my visit home. Here is the tentative itinerary:

I will get into Cincinnati August 23rd. I plan to spend a couple of nights in Oxford and then head to Columbus. After about 4 nights in Columbus I will be going to Cleveland. On Sunday, September 2nd I will head back to Oxford for that whole week. I fly back to Johannesburg on Saturday, September 8th.

Now, here is where some of you can help me out. Peace Corps has 3 main goals:

1.     Helping the people of interested countries in meeting their need for trained men and women.
2.     Helping promote a better understanding of Americans on the part of the peoples served.
3.     Helping promote a better understanding of other peoples on the part of Americans.

I can earn up to 3 vacation days back if I give some presentations directed toward goal number 3. I am supposed to ‘educate Americans about the people and culture of Swaziland’. This can be in a classroom setting, a youth group, a community meeting, or really any group of people that I can talk to about, answer questions about, or show pictures of Swaziland. To get my days I have to have some sort of official documentation saying that I did this, either a letter inviting me to speak or a thank you letter for speaking. Are any of you interested in having me come educate you or a group you are involved with about Swaziland? Do you know anyone who might be interested in hearing about another country and culture? Please feel free to email me, facebook message me, leave me a message on the blog, or call me.


Thank you all so much for your continued support.  That really means a lot to me.

I love you, miss you, and will see you soon!!

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Vacaaaaayyyyytion!!

Look for a post in the next couple of weeks from my Mom!
The past 2 weeks have been incredible. Mom and Bobbo and Hannah (for the first week) came to visit. Here is a quick recap of the whole vacation:

Preparing for Mom, Bobbo, and Hannah to arrive. Mia and I (and Gaston, the cat) made a large Queen of Spades to welcome Mom at the airport.

April 27 (F)                Mom, Bobbo, and Hannah leave for Johannesburg!!!! I am staying at Bombaso's to catch an early morning bus to Jo'burg to meet them.           

April 28 (S)                All of us arrive in Jo’burg and stay at the Protea Hotel OR Tambo Airport Hotel.

April 29 (Su)              Travel to Swaziland; Drive North around Swaziland to enter through the Northern most boarder crossing, Jeppes Reef/Matsamo. Visit Emma’s homestead and family. Make is cooking a huge feast. Sitambo (samp and beans), Inkhukhu ekhaya (home chicken stew), and Lipalishi (porridge). Say hello to Gogo Matsebula laKunene and a few other surrounding homesteads. Derek/Mfanafuthi is home to eat with us and Babe pulls in just a few minutes before we were getting ready to head out. Drive to Big Bend, Swaziland and stay the the Lebombo Villa B&B. 

April 30-May 4            Kwa Zulu Natal, St. Lucia, South Africa   Stay at the Serene Estate Guesthouse in St. Lucia, on the edge of the iSimangaliso Wetland Park, Tembe Elephant Park

April 30 (M)                Drive to St Lucia. Walk to the beach (we saw monkeys and hippos!), eat some lunch at the St. Lucia Ski and Boat Club then get a feel for the town.

Vervet Monkeys on our way home from the beach in St. Lucia.

Hippos on our first day at St. Lucia.  Look at the babies.

May 1 (Tu)                After our phenomenal breakfast with the guesthouse we went to town to do some shopping and I got my hairs cut! Then we went on a horseback game ride! We saw herds of zebras, and since we were on horseback the zebras weren't even afraid of us, impala, wildebeest, water buffalo ( I think), and warthogs. Once we had all cleaned up from the ride we headed out to a fantastic dinner and hippo/crocodile hunt. Hippos are said to come up out of the estuary and into town at night to eat whatever grass they can find. We found two hippos and a small crocodile. One hippo was just standing in someone's yard, munching away at their yard! The other one was just on the side of the road, we saw it on the way to the jetty to look for the crocs. This hippo was HUGE!!


Turn off the surrounding lights to see this one better. He was practically in the road.

May 2 (W)                 We did a morning boat cruise through the estuary. We saw crocodiles, hippos, including baby hippos which are only 80 lbs when they are born, and tons of cool birds. Then I got my hairs cut and we went to the beach. The beach was awesome and huge. We had to walk for about 20 minutes through sand before we were anywhere near the water. 

This was one of the many crocs we saw on the estuary boat cruise.

Nyala or Kudu, I'm still unclear of the difference and Mom's tour book only had a picture of one. Either way he was big and his horns were even bigger.

May 3 (Th)                The big snorkeling day at Cape Vidal. Dunes and fish like I have never seen them, incredible. Then we drove through the Isimalango Wetland park. We saw a few animals, but mostly it was the views that were taking our breath away at this point. I won't even post any pictures, because you just have to go see it for yourself... Awe Some.

May 4 (F)                    Have our last Serene Estate breakfast and head for Jo'burg to drop Hannah off :(  Mom, Bobbo and I stay at the Protea OR Tambo again. I wish I had more pictures with Hannah.

May 5 (S)                     Drive to Mbabane, Swaziland, this time we drive through the bigger and more commonly used Oshoek/ Ngwenya Boarder Post. We drive straight to Pick N Pay to pick up groceries for the Bombasso’s Volunteer Chili Fiesta for Cinco de Mayo and for all of the volunteers that could make it to share a little bit of home with Mom's home made chili. She made regular chili with a skyline twist and white chili with chicken. Yum! Bobbo grilled veggies and Mia was in charge of whipping up the 2 cakes we had for desert, angel food and chocolate.
                                  
May 6 (Su)                   We (Mom, Bobbo, Eric, Matt, Mia, and Myself) pile into the Sportah-ge to drive to the homestead in Emkhuzweni.  Mom cooks an amazing dinner again, this time for Make and Babe and which ever brothers are home. We/She made meatloaf with roasted carrots, mashed potatoes, and an avocado salad. Just before the meatloaf was ready Babe got home and had brought emahiya for Mom and Bobbo. Mia stayed for dinner, we dropped Eric and Matt off in Buhleni. Then we drove Mia home so that Mom and Bobbo could meet Gogo Kumedze and Make came with us to say hello. This night we all stayed in my hut. Mom and Bobbo got the bed and I was on the floor. It wasn't bad at all. Actually, even though Mom had given me previous warning that she might need to spend the second night in a hotel she decided that the homestead was fine. Mom and Bobbo even took bucket baths! We were in bed by 8pm though.

Eventually we got it all figured out. Everyone was so happy that night. What a great place. What great people.


Ta Da!

May 7 (M)                   We took Lihle to the Vet in Mbabane to get fixed (YAY!) and then, with a drugged up cat in the back seat we stopped by the Peace Corps Office and picked up Mia and the went to meet our friend Faith in Manzini. We had lunch at the mall and then drove back to the homestead. Even though we were stuffed after lunch we ate Make's always delicious beef stew.

May 8 (Tu)                  First day of school after the break between terms. Mom and I walk to school while Bobbo picks up Mia to meet us there after a very emotional goodbye between Mom and Make. We are there for a quick assembly and to pop into most classrooms to say hello. After our quick Hello Goodbyes we drove to Buhleni to pick up a few things for our picnic and hike in Bulembu, including Eric and Matt. It is such a beautiful place, definitely worth the drive which is about an hour struggling up an old mining road. After our hike in Bulembu Mom, Bobbo, and I drive to the Ezulwini Valley for our first night at Malendela's.


Bulembu, an old asbestos mining town.  It took us an hour to drive there (the 19k) because of the condition of the road- about 19 kilometers from Pigg's Peak.
Mia and Eric. We went hiking in Bulembu about a week before the fam arrived. It was so beautiful I decided that we would have to find a way to fit a hike in with Mom and Bobbo. 
Here is the view from Kenny Powers Peak (dubbed by Eric and Myself). This is where we took Mom and Bobbo (plus Matt,  Mia and Eric) to have a little picnic. It feels like you are on top of the world.



May 9  (W)                  After another delicious B&B breakfast, this one at Malendela's,  we find the Swazi candle factory, Gone Rural, and a few other shops to do some shopping.  Then we head towards Manzini to do a few more errands, including pick up some steaks and veggies to grill a the Hlane Wildlife Reserve that night. We also collect two stragglers, Eric and Mia, who both join us at the game park. Then pick up Kyra on our way to Hlane. By the time we get there we find out that the evening game drive that we were planning on going on leaves in 20 minutes. Just in time. Kayla and one of her friends from home join us for the game drive and dinner also. The game drive was pretty cool, two and a half hours and an African sunset. We saw a mom and baby rhino taking a mud bath, a giraffe at the water hole, a herd of elephants, babies and mommas, nyala, kudu, impala, and a lion that was totally stuffed after a huge dinner. The lion didn't even move when our driver growled at him. Then we got back to our cottage (definitely worth it!), the fire was already going, and started prepping everything to grill. We finally played some hearts after dinner, with the Kunkel. Hearts is the origin of Mom's welcome Queen of Spades. We even got some euchre in too. A very fun day and  night. I might even say epic.

On safari.

Mom and Baby mud bath.




Giraffe
                                                                  


Lion after a beeg dinner.


May 10 (Th)                   Say goodbye to the elephants, giraffes, hippos, and impala getting their morning drink at the water hole. Head back to Mbabane to have lunch with the Swaziland PC Country Director. He recommends Ngwenya Glass Factory to satisfy our afternoon shopping fix. It was a cool place, a lot of the surrounding shops had crafts that were made in Swaziland, most of which are crafted by boMake, teaching them a skill, and providing a fair and sustainable income. Then we return to Malandela’s B&B for Mom and Bobbo's last night in Swaziland :(

May 11 (F)                     After breakfast we have just a bit of time for a little more shopping. We check out the Gone Rural shop near Malandela's again and stop by the Ezulwini Valley Craft Center. Then I am dropped off at the PC Office and we say some more teary goodbyes. Mom and Bobbo drive to Jo’burg airport to catch their flight home.    


I'll miss you! Happy Mother's Day!

Sunset from the Homestead. See you next time.






Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Perspective

What a funny thing perspective is, it is all that matters and doesn't matter at all at the same time. 

The past 3 weeks have been intense, crazy, up and down, and full of changing perspectives that don't matter at all. Here is post to catch you up on most of that.

Let me take a moment here to issue a warning about this post before you get too invested: It is a hodge podge. It doesn’t make much coherent sense. I NEED A VACATION! 

For all of you incoming volunteers, don't wait 11 months to take your first out of country vacation. Just don't. Those little trips within the country don't count for long. You really need to get away to keep your cool. My friend Megan says it very well: 
There’s an idea that you’re not a good volunteer unless you’re miserable (because you feel like you have to stay at your site to be a good volunteer). Having been there a few times I can tell you, you are a horrible volunteer if you don’t want to be there. Do your community a favor, get out if you need to. ...You’ll come back to site a better volunteer. Trust me.)

March 19th we started our Mid-service conference with a Counterpart workshop. This went so well and my counterpart was/is awesome, great, enthusiastic, motivated, and creative. I can't quite express how happy we both were at the end of the workshop, our Literacy plan for Emkhuzweni Primary School in hand. We both learned a lot and she got a view from the source of what exactly I am doing at the school.  Wow, it was great. 

Then the PC dropped the Youth Development schematic on us.... Splat. Our counterparts hadn't even left yet (though they had stepped out of the room). They made it very clear that this isn't really changing much, and it should fit in nicely with most of what we are already doing, open up some new opportunities for us and get the new group off on a good foot. But I'll tell you what.... It sure didn't feel that way. I felt like my world had been turned upside down and all the work I had been putting in to my school was falling out of my pockets like change in a turned out pocket, including the successful counterpart workshop. 
What would happen now? What does this mean for my work at EPS? How do I balance what I have already started, what I still wanted to do, and all of the new opportunities that I wanted to pursue and were now open to me with the YD schematic? And all of that while remembering to see my PCV friends, avoid losing my mind by taking vacations, and go to the darn physical therapy that my ankle would require (a week at least).

Grief and Loss... This was really helpful for our group. I feel like I personally got something out of it and I love how close our group feels now. It was a great opportunity for all of us to get to  know each other much better. It solidified our Group 9 family like we hadn't been before. We talked about our personal losses, the losses most Swazi's suffer, the losses we suffer here in Swaziland, and forgiveness. 

Unfortunately during this part of our MSC I got a call from my Make letting me know that one of Lihle's kittens had been killed.
You remember them? Four of them: Chip, Gaston, Lumiere, and Belle. They had all been staying with me in my hut and in preparation for the conference I tied a sheet around my burglar bars on my window so that they could climb it to get in and out. Well, near this window I keep my ironing board. I imagine little, sweet Chip tried to climb the ironing board and it fell on her. She was crushed. What a traumatic thing, and there is more that makes it all a bit worse, but it’s not worth telling (too sad and stressful). Just know that it was incredibly sad and really exacerbated the whole situation and the way I had been feeling since the end of the CP workshop. 

This is where perspective becomes a funny thing. 
                          A Few days after I returned to site, a homestead right next to mine had a fire. Three buildings burned down. Everything in them was gone; a kitchen, a sitting room, and one other hut. 
                          A cat died. --- In the big scheme of things, and especially in Swaziland this is small potatoes. But Make and I were and are very upset and grieving, and trying not to blame ourselves, it felt like a big thing. So, with perspective, especially after grief and loss and the fire it would seem that this is not such a big event- but no matter how we looked at it, it didn't make us miss Chip less, or feel less sad about her untimely death. And I don't mean to play down the fire. That is a huge thing.  Everything you own takes forever to be able to buy when you are living on about $3 a day. We are trying to help them however we can, it's hard to know what to do, but keep the family in our thoughts and prayers.

On a happier note: All of the remaining kittens have designated and good homes. Unfortunately, our friend Faith will not be getting a kitten. (I still haven't told him because it is too sad and I haven't seen him or talked to him since it happened. So, Faith, if you are reading this, I apologize for not telling you earlier. But if you want we can look for another kitten for you. Maybe at the Swaziland Animal Welfare Society http://www.swaziplace.com/saws/.) Also, while I was gone Make fed the kittens cinnamon rolls.... What a hoot!

After 5 days (Sun-Thurs) back at site figuring out how to deal with EVERYTHING that was going on, and also at school trying to maintain the work that I had already started (the English club and computer club, which were both exceptional during this week and definitely helped), I felt much happier to be home and could look forward to all of my opportunities in the community and my upcoming vacations. 

Then it was time to leave again. I had to start physical therapy for my ankle that Friday. We had initially guessed that I would be there Fri - Sat and then would go straight to Lidwala's (a backpackers in the Ezulwini valley) for my planned staycation with Mia. Instead, I ended up traveling 2 hours for 1 hour of PT and then had to turn around to spend another 2 hours on transport to go back home. We would start my PT the following Monday. So, Saturday was a relaxing day at the pool with some mental recovery time, then off to Lidwala's. Which did exactly what I needed it to do. It felt like a vacation. On Monday I headed to the med hut for 4 days of PT.  

And here we are....

I would be heading straight from the Med Hut to Pretoria, but I forgot to pack my passport (palm to forehead). So, I will be headed home tomorrow afternoon to retrieve my passport and re-pack into a smaller bag. I must say that I am very happy to see Make and the kittens before I go. I am really feeling close to all of them at this point. So, as much as it is a bummer to have to pay for transport back and be on the road by 430am Friday morning to leave in time to catch transport, I am happy that I will be going home. Not to mention that I will be able to unload the 2 AWESOME packages that I have received since arriving at the med hut. Thank you TINA (roomies forever!!) and Mom.

I love you all and miss you. I appreciate your support and these past few weeks (months?) it has really helped me get by and remember to try to be my best self, even though I am exhausted. Thank you! 

The next post should be something fun and exciting with 2 out of country vacations right around the corner. Maybe I will even be able to get Mom or Bobbo or Hannah or all 3 to guest post.

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Oh the things you can learn in a Saturday...


            Not that I don’t love teaching swimming lessons, but lessons nearly every Saturday, combined with standard social activities with other volunteers mean spending very few Saturdays at home, in my village. Today, I didn’t teach swimming lessons and it is amazing how fulfilled I feel as a volunteer. If going to school during the week is American coffee, Saturdays like today, on the homestead are like Italian double espresso. 

Let’s look at my current school project: After School Clubs-

            Yesterday the learners voted on which clubs they want to have offered after school. The voting was awesome, a ton of kids wanted to vote and they loved that I drew smiley faces on their hands after they voted so that I could make sure everyone only voted once.  However, getting to the point where we could even organize a vote for clubs took some time.  My first step was to put up posters, explaining what clubs are, why someone might like to join one, how to start a club, examples of clubs, etc. adding a new poster every other day.  To make sure the information was making its way to the target audience (i.e. were the kids reading the posters?) I talked to classes, and informally interviewed individual students and teachers (because they’re overall support and understanding are crucial to the continued success of clubs). Unfortunately, I managed to slow down the process even more by stepping in a hole and rolling my ankle, which resulted in a sprain bad enough to merit a few days off of school. After the tennis ball sized swelling started to go down and the pretty purple and blue bruise started to set in, I made my way back to school just in time for the promised voting day.
            Anyhow, I put up my first poster 3 weeks ago and we just voted this past week.  Don’t get me wrong it was planned this way, and I am thrilled that everything went well. Both the kids and teachers are excited about starting clubs, but that took quite a bit of time.  There were small victories along the way, but even now we have yet to have our first club meeting, where as today, in itself, held a number of concentrated positive volunteer moments.

Here’s how today, Saturday, got started as such a satisfying day:

            Last night while I was doing dishes, preparing myself for the potential disaster of counting over 100 votes in a room that was so hot turning the fan off was not an option; I had a knock at my door. I have had a few visits from the neighborhood kids around this time of day, so I had a pretty good feeling that I knew who was on the veranda (Phinda, Hlelan, Fakazi, and Lindo- all boys between 12-15 years old).  I was correct in my guess and even more excited to see them when they told me they wanted to teach me to make guava jelly tomorrow (today)! This is something that I have been asking any kids in the neighborhood to teach me since I saw grades 6 and 7 at school learning how to do it in their Home Economics class.  First of all, who doesn’t want to try guava jelly? Secondly, what is one of the best ways to reinforce a lesson you have just learned? (To teach it.) So, we made a date to start making the jelly in the morning, around 10. They would bring the guavas and I would provide everything else required to make the jelly (we did review the process and ingredients, I thought) including the pancakes to eat with the jelly, after we were done.

            This morning I got out of bed a little before 8 and started to figure out what I needed to do before the boys arrived with the guavas. At 8:15 there was another knock at my door… Fakazi with the guavas. I had to tell him that I wasn’t ready yet and could he come back in a few hours. No problem, he was just dropping the guavas off right now anyway, he would come back. I ate some breakfast, whipped up some pancakes, did the dishes, and was ready to make the jelly.

Here is the recipe with some commentary and suggestions from what we learned this morning: (read completely before trying to make the jelly. This is some of the best advice from my Dad. Growing up my sister and I would call him at work, with a bowl full of half completed chocolate chip cookie dough, when we realized we didn’t have enough eggs. Love you, Dad!)

Start with a backpack full of guavas. Ok, well half full.

Peel most of the green and yellow off the guavas, until there is a slight pink under the light color of the rind. Peel away from your body and go slowly. The goal is to peel the guavas without any bloodshed.

Oh, wait. Did everyone wash their hands? Lindo? (Expect water that may, now, be more mud than water.)

Cut the peeled guavas in half.

You know you have enough guavas when the pot is about ¾ full. Add a few inches of water to the pan so the guavas don’t burn. We tried it without water first, believe me add water…unless you like crispy black flakes in your jelly.

Cover the pot and let simmer on med low until you can mash guavas into a semi pulp. We tried a number of tools for the mashing. A firm handled spoon worked best for me, but the boys insisted that we use the porridge stick (a long wooden handle with 2 dowel rods crossing through one end with about an inch and a half of dowel making an X at the business end of the utensil).

Ok, now mash the guavas to near mush. We only mashed the guavas partially to mush, and we had a lot of leftover guava stuff. I think that if we had cooked it longer and mashed longer we would have had more jelly and less leftover guava parts.  Just do your best and learn for next time. It should be a little soupy too.

When you are satisfied with the mashy-ness of your cooked guavas then you can take them off the heat and sift, and by sift I mean mash the guava stuff through a strainer into a fresh bowl. What ends up in the bowl, from here on referred to as pulp, should be pretty runny, and the leftovers should be pretty solid and ‘dry’, or a dry as stewed guava leftovers can be. Again, just do your best.

Then juice a little bit of a lemon. Oh, you don’t have a lemon? No problem, Gogo has a lemon tree over there, be right back. OK, you have a lemon now? Should you juice the whole lemon? Yes. No wait, that’s half a lemon, then that’s enough… Just eye it and try it. That’s all I can tell you.

Ok, the lemon juice should be in your jelly jar, add to it the guava pulp and an equal amount of sugar (equal to the whole contents of the jelly jar thus far).

Stir it all around; give it a shake (with the lid on, of course). Check to be sure the sugar is dissolved.

Are you sure we don’t need to cook it again? Yeah, it’s done. It’s kind of runny, you’re sure? Yeah, it’s done. OK then, let’s clean up and eat. Whew!

Cooking with 12-13 yr old boys. I have later heard that you can cook the jelly again to make it like the thicker stuff that we are used to at home, but that is all I can tell you about that. I have a jar full of sugar and guava pulp in my (make’s) fridge, and it does me just fine, though next time I probably will try to do the second cooking thing.


            After the guava jelly and pancake feast I did a little bit of extra cleaning up, since we ended up using Make’s kitchen. This included some laundry, shem. By the time I was done with laundry and a peanut butter and guava paste sandwich it was time to tutor Celomusa (an older, high school, guy that had previously asked me to help him with creative writing). This was an awesome experience. I haven’t had much opportunity to help any kids study or to tutor them since there aren’t any on my homestead, and the kids at my school are still kind of intimidated by me.
            Celomusa and I talked about the information you need to make a good story, the outline method of writing a story once you have the idea, and what to look for when reading to help you write. We also talked about religion, marriage practices, why people in America and Europe are different from people in Africa, both mentally and physically, and what else he can do to get to go to University.  It was so fulfilling and now, I think I may have a regular study buddy!! YAY!  I hope he feels free to bring his friends or at least encourage them to come by if they need any help with school stuff.  Maybe I will be able to ask him to type (he also mentioned needing practice typing) one of his stories as a guest blogger in the future!

            Do you see what I mean about school being like standard American coffee and this Saturday being like an Italian double espresso?  Both are great, and have a place in my life, but to think that I miss my weekend espresso when I leave for a Saturday is… well, I guess it’s hard to know how to fit everything in your schedule, no matter where you live, but there is definitely something to be said for Saturdays on the homestead.

Cheers my friends, and here is to productive and fulfilling Saturdays.

I miss you all a ton! And just a quick shout out to my friends and family who have sent packages- you all really saved me (and my natural instinct to hoard food, thanks Mom). This past month we got paid about a week and a half later than we usually get paid, and let’s just say that I had budgeted down to 5 rand. The food and snacks you all sent honestly kept me eating that last week and a half.  Thank you SO much! I know that I am not always good about getting a timely thanks to you all, but please know that your packages really do make a difference in my eating habits and morale in general.

Have a great week!

Sunday, January 29, 2012

This


I don’t know exactly what it is about the past few days, but I am loving this place. It really feels like home; maybe its school starting, maybe its cooking and baking with Make and Mia, maybe its working so hard during the day that I can’t keep my eyes open at night, maybe its a combination of all of these things. Whatever it is I am definitely in the right place doing the right thing.

I went to the office on Monday and was welcomed by a number of WONDERFUL packages. Thank you!! I also made some solid decisions for my sanity at school.  This term/year I am focusing on the kids.  Last term was a little different because our title and job description was still ambiguous.  We now have changed from Non-Formal Education Volunteers to Youth Development Volunteers.  This change releases us from the necessity to be at school all the time, and to find stuff to do as it comes to us there.  This arrangement made it really hard not to feel used, and kept a distance with the kids.  I have decided that I will arrive at school around Lunch break, 11:00am, to hang out with the kids while they have their short 30-45min break during the day, and then I will stick around for the last hour and a half of school, reading, setting up the library, preparing for after school clubs. After school I have let a number of the kids know that I am available to help them with any homework or studying they need to do, whether it is in groups or individually. Hopefully this will be the basis for some really great relationships with a few kids to help start more exciting after school clubs such as Library/reading club, English Club, Life Skills Club, etc.  I also plan to reach out to the younger kids by having an after school story time, just like Hannah and I went to at our local library on Sundays.  Whatever happens, I am loving having/getting more time to spend with the kids.  They are so full of life and energy and really interested in learning.

School started on Tuesday.  That was a little depressing.  We had assembly and then it was all around pandemonium.  So, I took my leave and went to town to pick up a few groceries

The next day, Wednesday, started at 5:30am. Make, Siboniso (the boy who takes care of the cows on my homestead), and I started weeding the field behind my house. I started out pulling the weeds by hand, but the ground was so dry that I wasn’t getting a lot of root. So, for the first time I used a hoe. I don’t think that I did too badly. I only accidentally got one stalk of maize. However, I did notice Siboniso stealthily following behind me smoothing out the ground and getting the smaller weeds that I missed.  Holy cow did my arms start to hurt!! After about an hour and a half with the hoe I went back to pulling weeds by hand around the pumpkins that grow amongst the maize. It is harder to hoe around there and the broad pumpkin leaves kept the ground a little more moist.  Then at 8:30am I left Make and Siboniso in the field to get ready for school. Make wanted me to rest, but at that point it would have been counter productive. So, I had breakfast, bathed, and then did some of the laundry that I was piling up to do after school. At 10:15 I left for school, arriving around 11:00. I said ‘hello’ to all of the teachers that weren’t teaching at that moment and sat myself down with The Catcher in the Rye, which I have not yet read. All of the teachers that passed asked questions like: “What are you doing?”, “Why are you late?”, “Where have you been?”, “Why weren’t you here?”, “Why did you leave early yesterday?”. Deep Breath. “I am not a teacher, and I don’t have to be here any specific time.” Their responses amounted to, “Wow. You must be happy.” It feels like a shame. I would love to be busy with the kids all day, but there is just little use to me being there while the kids are all in class. Finally, the younger kids were finishing up their lunches, they are released about 15-20min before the older kids. Then they all gathered around to say ‘Good Morning’ and see what I was up to. The little ones are still getting used to me. Sometimes they run up and touch me, wait to see what I do, giggle, then run away. The more outgoing kids will come up and say ‘Bye Bye’, I’ll respond with ‘Hello’ and then they run away giggling. When the older kids get done with lunch they come over just to sit next to me, sometimes to talk if they have anything they want to ask, or I ask how they like their new classes, etc. This is all the slow process of getting to know the students and earning their trust and respect. I love it!! After lunch break I spent some time organizing how we are going to get our library stuff together. I taught the two Grade 5 classes dots and boxes. They loved it, and I showed them how to imagine the outcome of drawing their line before actually drawing it. For example: if I put my line here it will leave 2 boxes open for the next player to claim, but if I put my line here they won’t get any boxes. Problem solving skills anyone?! At about 2pm I headed home to do the rest of my laundry. Two hours later, about 5pm, I started making this amazing lentil salad that Mia got me hooked on. It has lentils, pasta, green pepper, tomatoes, carrots, onion, garlic, feta, balsamic, and olive oil. YUM! Everything is fresh and you just add as much as you like of each ingredient.  A couple bowls of that and I was ready for bed.

The next day started a little later and this time it was just Make and me in the field at 6am. We finished weeding the field we had started the day before at about 8:30am. I used a hoe the whole two and a half hours! Again, I bathed and ate breakfast then headed to school early, at the request of the head teacher. He said that I must be at school before 10am to get the library stuff sorted out. I got there at about 10:15am. Turns out it was no matter that I was late because the head teacher wasn’t even coming in to school at all that day. …So, I found my same seat and started reading again.  It was pretty much the same as the previous day, except this time I taught Grade 6 dots and boxes.  Again, they loved it. (And I love those kids!!!) I headed to town around 1:30pm where I splurged and talked to a very talented local woodworker to make a bench and a washstand for my hut. I am SO excited for these 2 items. You all know how important hand washing is to me, and now I won’t have to bend all the way over to get soap and put my hands into the basin, not to mention the exciting prospect of storage shelves to get some of my toiletries off the floor!! I’m sure the kitchen/bath will fee like a new room. The bench will be under my front window, hiding my shoes and easily transportable for sitting on the veranda. YAY!
On my way home from town a couple of boys who live at the homestead next to me asked if I would come teach them the game that I taught grade 6 today. How exciting!!! So, after I dropped my stuff off at home I went back and played dots and boxes and hangman with them for an hour or so. At 4:30pm I left them to keep playing together and ate a bowl of that amazing lentil salad, and went straight to bed. Yep, that’s right. I was asleep by 6:30pm.

Friday morning I got to skip the field work because I wanted to get to school for the assembly. Shem. That’s all I have to say. Mia joined me at the assembly and then we went around to classrooms making announcements about soccer for today. I then had a frustrating conversation about my new title, that the PC had not told the schools or Head Teachers about, and my plan of action. Oh, man. I was so riled up. Mia and I then left for home where we had some awesome baking time with Make and made stellar Banana muffins, rested with True Blood and were Make’s dish fairies. It turned out to be a great day!

Saturday was a day full of cooking (and doing my PC Volunteer Report Form), butternut squash soup, homemade applesauce, and helping Make with her first time baking chicken. It all turned out very well!  I got to eat with Make and another Make from the Emphakatsi.

I realized that I really like how productive I am after a good workout in the morning. So, that’s how today started, with some pilates and a good 40 minute walk to get bread for breakfast. And look at that, 3 hours after I wake up Blog post done.

I miss you all so much.  Even though Emkhuzweni is starting to feel more and more like home it is still missing all of my friends and family from home.  In a way the more I feel at home the more I notice that you all are not here. I hope that if any of you have any interest in visiting that you can make it happen. Anyone is welcome anytime.

Love you!!! Stay well and take care of each other.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Settling in…again

It really rained last night for the first time since Christmas. Finally. We have been desperate for rain. Our maize is still small and our tomatoes in the garden are nearly as hard as rocks, ripe.

For some reason the rain makes it feel a little easier to settle back into things at home after traveling around for the holiday season. It is like everything was holding it’s breath for the rain, and now that we’ve had some, breathing is back to normal.

The holidays included spending some great time with other PCVs and my host family, though I am sure that next year I will spend much more of the holiday season with my family. I did some awesome hiking with a group of PCVs at the coolest tree/rock house ever. We spent Christmas day cooking a HUGE feast at a backpackers. I got to spend some quality time with Make wami and bobhuti, usually cooking. Since school has been out for the holiday season we have eaten some amazing things: Pizza numerous times, including one time that I may have had the best pizza outside of Italy, Make made the crust and we didn’t even have any cheese, Cinnamon rolls a few times, a few different kinds of banana muffins, baked chicken, sautéed cabbage with carrot and onion, spinach with peanuts (one of my favorite swazi dishes), fried zucchini, onion rings, and fried green tomatoes. I ‘m sure that I am forgetting something but this is what I can remember for now. We also got a chance to watch some Planet Earth together which was quite a hit. After Christmas Make and I did some solid gardening together, mostly weeding. The New Year was also celebrated in good company, with other PCVs.

Since I arrived home after the New Year there has been a definite period of readjustment to a number of things at home, including a rural community where everyone expects you to stop and say ‘Hello’ to them, getting back into the SiSwati, and the fact that school is out until Jan 24th and technically I’m not even sure what I am doing when school does start again, so not exactly having anything to do back at home. Hopefully, now that it has rained, I will be able to help out in the fields a bit. However, Make is, rightfully, pretty concerned about me using most gardening tools with any sort of a point or edge.

Since being home I have read a couple of books, watched a few tv series and movies that I have on my computer, and cooked. Below I will put a list of the books that I’ve read, tv series and movies, and I will give you my recipes that have all been tested a few times.

Books:
I started reading a series about Mary Russell, but had to quit in the middle because I loaned out my kindle, but I look forward to picking that back up.

I’ve been listening to Harry Potter on ‘tape’

The Year of The Flood, Margaret Atwood

The Bean Trees, Barbara Kingsolver

Both of these books were interesting and kept my attention. The Year of The Flood was a little sci fi for me, especially with an ending that lacks conclusion. I also was more than halfway through the book and felt like I still didn’t understand what it was about, and what exactly I was reading. Which is a huge reason why I stuck with it to the end. When I got to the end I finally felt some connection to the characters, and then was left with no conclusion for any of them. The Bean Trees was more my speed. It took some time to get into, but once I did I really liked the characters and the story.

TV and Movies:

Season 1 of The Wire
Very good. I had to watch the first episode a coupe of times. I have a problem  with series. I cannot stop myself from watching episodes one after another. I will try to take a break before I start season 2. Season 1 took about 2 days.

Season 1 Suits
Also very good. This is a newer USA series and I highly recommend it.

Psych
Classic fun, just watching what I have until I can get some more episodes.

French Kiss
It had been a long time since I have seen this one, and I have a really hard time with Kevin Kline in his role as a Frenchman. I still watched it 2 times

Sideways
Surprisingly good. I hadn’t seen this one before.

The Invention of Lying
Eh.

The Last King of Scotland
I was hesitant to watch this one because I was a little tired, I want’ sure what it was about and if it would keep my attention. It did, and I am very happy to have
finally see it. I will watch it again when I can.

Love in the Time of Cholera
Good, but slightly slow and frustrating. Good music.

Planet Earth
With the Fam. They loved it. Make actually had some of the ladies in the neighborhood over and they all watched it together. :D

True Blood
I have seen all of these episodes but continue to watch them over and over again. I am learning to skip the parts I don’t like as much (maenad anyone? Ugh.).

The Tudors
I’m new to this series but to be honest the incredible gender inequality, surrounding the King especially, is really hard to watch here. I think that I get enough of that in everyday life. Generally I find myself watching and asking ‘Why do I care?’.


Recipes: (to come later. I’ve written them and rewritten them a bunch of times for the family and friends lately. I will type them up soon, maybe later today.)

I miss you all so much!!! Please come visit :)

Love you! I hope that you had a great holiday season and that the New Year brings happiness.